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Hello! Still struggle through every day. Almost half year I'm all alone and had some time to think..now just want to talk to him :cry: . Tell everything I was afraid... all why's but's and's etc I only can say that I'm young, stupid and sick (alone) ~~~~~~ Fake nails,fake hair oh, thanks gosh don't need to think about fake boobies :rofl: but it's only for now. Really hoping for better CT scan results next week :pray: and thanks about understanding. I don't have here pretty much time and love to spend. I'm again in the point where I should consider taking off from school :raincloud: :saddrunk: Friends: ~AleksandrObuhov (https://www.deviantart.com/aleksandrobuhov) :iconandt

Hello! Just want to say thanks for all your support! Now I have more than 20 000 pageviews :faint: and 760 favourites :+fav: I'm still struggling with my health... again new medication and I can't get used with them so easily as I want :(. From september 2011 I'm trying to get bachelors degree @ Information technology faculty. January is full with exams..but all i want now is to be in my bed under blanket. Today I realised that eating once in three days need to be updated to once in a week :rofl: and it is not just because i don't have apetite. Finally 21 :party: One of the most difficult points is that i'm absolutely alone..... :he

Hello! I had really good weekend.... But my health still is failing. More medicine, more analysis and no more good news.... I'm not happy about summer. It's getting hot in here so i can't rest. Hope you all are doing well ;)